WHERE HAS MY OPEN & INNOCENT CHILD GONE?

Channeling #21

Amahra:

Why must I push so hard to find the open, innocent little child I used to be?

GOD:

Through your time of healing, you are remembering those jagged places that are still raw. When you push, you touch them too harshly, so they bleed. Touch them softly.

The delicate inner child is close but why should she trust when each poke strikes another portal that opens realms of pain, sadness and dashed hopes and dreams?  She was shocked beyond breath and too shy and frightened to ask for help. Therefore she was always left alone to deal with cuts no one else could see.

As painful as this lesson is, it is the perfect training ground for learning how to heal, be self-sufficient and find inner strength. It taught you what you innately needed to know to help others.

Learn to love this place for it is the foundation stone for what you are and were always meant to be.  A wound always heals with love but unfortunately, love for you equalled the disillusions of sadness, of apologies, manipulation and abandonment.

Keep seeking the truth for in doing so you give these feelings their rightful voice.  A major key shall replace minor keys given voice thus far in the symphony of your Soul.  This Divine Key of Joy will unlock you and subsequently the souls and hearts of those around you.

Take heart literally and learn to swallow your pride when speaking from this beautifully wounded, honest and tearful place. For this place is beyond the games, coping mechanisms, masks and false beliefs and it will bring great returns.  Be gentle with yourself as this starts to easily slide over you like a second skin and becomes the new way of being, a true way of being you.