WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME? WHAT IS MY NEXT RIGHT ACTION FOR HEALING AND TO BE OF SERVICE?

Channelling 119

K.H. asks: Dear God, what is happening to me? What is my next right action for healing and to be of service?


GOD: My child, nothing is happening to you, except perhaps your belief that your past was real. There is no right action. It’s time to stop asking questions. You need to pray to me and ask that I help you to see that your pain is not real; your feeling of unfulfilment is not real.


Mankind has learned to harness the atom, land on the moon and explore distant planets, yet cannot harness the wanderings of a compulsive mind. Every human being has in common the fact that I created them as a living extension of me, something Divine. Your physical body is but the house of your soul because I need you to sense, feel and explore in a way that I cannot. You are my feedback mechanisms. I created you to touch my Universe and let me know how it feels. Yet man seldom sends me feedback of awe and gratitude for what I created for him and created him for. Instead man’s undisciplined mind sends me feedback about the pain and suffering that man thinks that I am responsible for. But I am not.


In all of you are unique essences of life fuelled by soul types that manifest and handle your life in different ways. These essences and abilities are all that you need and you carry these with you because I put them there. They assist your experience and nurture you, yet you use them to see the negatives.


My child – you need to rest. You must stop questioning what is and wondering if there is something that you need to DO in order to fulfill or heal. Everything you need is right there inside you. The ego mind with its incessant chatter and insane equations is the only thing that keeps you from being of service.


When a question is asked in the following way, “What must I do, what do I need to do, what should I do?” it is fear-based mind asking the question for you. This part of you knows nothing of me and would protect you from me for it believes I am the enemy.


I am your salvation, but when your mind seeks a reason for things, you cannot see the truth. I designed your mind to be an open channel that receives my divine guidance and knowledge. It was not designed to worry, fret or obsess.

Simply watch where your mind plays to see where it would trick you and delay your healing, for the ego loves this game. The only part of you that is real is your spirit, your unique soul. Your physical body is not real, only your mind thinks it is. Thus every ache and pain becomes the distraction to your healing. You wonder if I have abandoned you or you are being punished for doing something wrong. This is not true. The body is not real. Only the soul driving it – is real. Remember that I am the force that drives your soul and you will be healed. The physical body is a fragile thing and is easily insulted. Only the ego seeks an explanation for the pain. For as long as you believe that your healing lies in knowing why the bad happens, you will never heal. Bad things do not happen TO you, bad things simply happen. For I tell you that the judgement around personal pain or suffering of man causes more damage than anything else. It is simply a by-product of having a physical body and it is not personal. Only victims suffer, and victims do not heal. Pain does not cause you suffering for your anger about it does.


Nor must you overcome this supposed pain in order to be a hero. Pain does not cause the body or the soul to suffer, only the mind. For only in the mind is the pain preserved as real or personal. The ego wants man to seek a reason for his pain for this is greatest stall tactic of all time. You do not suffer because you have pain; you suffer because you believe that suffering is real. Let go of your need to be perfect before you can be of service, or that you need total healing before serving, or that in my eyes you need try to DO anything at all to be of service.


You occupy a space in my continuum. The Cosmos needs you and your unique frequency to fill this space in order for balance. My only commandment is that you be happy and that you love one another. This love may take many forms. Some of you are kind to each other by the laying of hands to help release an issue. Some of you are kind by simply smiling at another, or listening to another. You can be of service by doing that which you love. The artist receives my gift of passion to speak without words, and by his creations he raises the consciousness of those who view his paintings. He need not try to do anything. He simply expresses from his heart and soul the gift that I gave him. In doing this, he helps to heal the world.


Man believes that a struggle is necessary. He forgets Shangri La where my gift is so immense and apparently easy, that it is cast aside as it is too good to be true. But this is the miracle. What is it that you would do as a little child, do with so much joy, or do for nothing because you love it so much. This is what I would ask you to do to be of service to me. To be of service to me, you must be happy and do what brings you JOY. For this brings joy to the world I created. Man believes that a price must be paid, that life is hard. But only the mind sees it as hard and this is an illusion. So I ask you – what do you want in order to be happy. What brings you joy? Forget about saving the world, for in saving yourself you DO save the world. As long as man’s focus on saving others, the ego mind is very happy. I do not mean that you should ignore others needs, I mean that you do not ignore your needs at the expense of another. For this is not love, it is martyrdom.


The ego drives man to obsession about doing that perfect thing to be of service and cannot remember that the fact that you exist in this space and are happy - is the service that I require of you.


Man cannot see the utter magic that transforms a room when one of my children who is joyful about their passion and happy with themselves – simply walks in. You are one of those bright lights, but your vision is so focused on being of service that you’ve become blinded by your own wondrous light. I did not design life to be hard for you. Only the ego would have you believe that it is hard, that miracles are not common.


You need do nothing. Rest, remember those things that gave you joy as a child, before dysfunction tore your eyes away from me and made a false reality your life. This was not personal and not a punishment and there is no reason WHY it happened. But it can be a special training to shape you in ways necessary to raise your consciousness.


Do not ask, “What must I do to be of service?” This implies that you are guilty if you do the wrong thing. There is no wrong thing. What do you want to do? What does your heart desire?


I see you. I have always seen you. The traumatized mind can become obsessed about control and right doings. But the true healing is in leaping off the cliff and having the faith I gave you wings.


You are play, joy and kindness and one of my light beings that I have sent to be a steward on this planet. Yet still your ego mind would tell you that there is something that you need to do. The only thing you need do is ignore the voice that would lie to you about this. I hear that you need a recalibration for a deep part of you is alone and afraid and has forgotten our relationship. You need to be seen, truly seen. For this you must see yourself; deeply recognize this young child who cannot see the magnificent creature that she has grown into. Bring her into present time, this will give you support. Look at the image of the angel, do you not see yourself?