HOW CAN I STAY PRESENT WHEN THE PAST SEEMS TO KEEP RECURRING?

Channeling #62

“How can I stay present when the past seems to keep recurring?”


GOD:
Memories keep throwing up meaningless images, which the ego uses to provide evidence of pain. The belief in pain and separation occurs in ego mind. Ego’s goal is to constantly return to the past and dwell in personal hell. It recalls being a victim in the world’s clutches and will defend itself to your death. It would not have you see that you create this insane world to hide from my sight and avoid punishment. Yet do I stand patiently knocking at your heart’s door, asking that my child choose sanity.


If this world is undesirable look through my eyes and see the world differently. Should current thoughts disturb you, ask my Holy Spirit to create new ones. The ego’s home resides in the frontal lobe or conscious area of the brain and it can be hard to escape the thoughts or images stored there. To be open-minded the mind must be open, to expand consciousness the mind must expand. If time does not exist, and there is only the present moment, then what is the past but a constructed image of something nonexistent? When you are in your thoughts, you are not in present time and thus you are unable to feel the truth or heal. The realm of present time is in feelings, which the ego would lie to you about.


Feelings cannot be analyzed, interpreted or explained but their energy can be moved through your body and released. The ego would hold you hostage and trade your brilliant light for death. Raised in the presence of many unspoken thoughts, unexpressed feelings and bargains, your mother allowed her hopes and dreams to be dashed by selling a piece of her soul for survival and approval. This bought peace and ensured the family would not be cast out but her soul’s belief was, “Why have you forsaken me, sacrificing hopes and truth for approval?” Her anger and frustration wanted answers but instead she kept quiet for fear of confrontation.


The ego would have your mother’s path and belief system to influence your reality. Since your mother’s paradigm was in the past and time is only now, you are living in an illusion. See the truth of what your mother appeared to do, what she gave up and how only the love she demonstrated was real. Grieve and emote long repressed feelings as to relinquish these is to give up control. I will carry and transform this burden if you would only ask my help in showing you that it’s not real.


Remember that to speak about your feelings on this is to remember them from your past. When you express emotions of anger, sadness etc., you are in present time. But when you are merely talking about them or thinking about them, you are in the past - remembering. Let the mind go so as to feel and express the stuck energy, but do not judge them, simple observe them. Be here NOW where I can find you - for the past would belong to your ego. In the present I can provide miracles.