CAN MY PAST LIFE HELP ME TO UNDERSTAND THIS ONE?

Channeling #41

Question:

J seeks answers from her past life to help her understand the pain in this life.

GOD:

You were an ancient soul, a princess whose life was serving others whose presence soothed your people’s pain and held a place of light for the tribe. You were a light that always glowed and alleviated fear of the dark side; except for the one who was darkness. Always jealous of your gifts, he set out to win your love to have control and power over you.  Once he won your trust he betrayed you, taking you to a faraway place and leaving you alone.

While your soul knew no fear or rage, the inner woman felt vengeful and confused.  You blamed your beauty and feminine power for attracting punishment and isolation.  Over time your people’s faces grew dim and your family were deeply missed.  When your pain became unbearable, you sent word to your betrayer begging to return home. This was allowed in exchange for your promise to never practice healing arts again.

Once home, people came to you and you soon saw that it was the Healer who was welcomed home and not you. They begged for healing but you could not dishonour your promise. They only saw that you withheld what they wanted and turned away.  You were angry with the Great Spirit for this betrayal and with yourself for trusting love. Unable to bear this deep pain which cut your soul to bleed, you took your life.

At this stage in the present incarnation, healing gifts and memories of betrayal from a lifetime long past are returning.  You MUST NOT try to match that ancient soul’s pain by hurting yourself. You need not pay a price for the rightful place of healer through your soul.  You must now seek my help in overcoming all anxieties felt when NOT causing physical pain.  Remember the loving heart of your ancient princess and have compassion.

Shamans are “Wounded Healers” and their depth of pain is equal to the depth of their gift if they choose to use it.  This is not to be taken lightly or without reverence as this gift requires readiness and respect. Divination cards will be used to help you and others. Seek wisely and let spirit choose the right deck for you. You have used pain for too long now to distract you from seeing the truth about yourself.  Lay down judgment and weapons to merely observe the visions that come as the messengers to light your path.

The world is not bad, only your perception of it.  Pain is the fire that burns the human spirit, creating a magical alchemy process which converts pain, anger and blame back to Love.  The God-self seeks evolution, only if you hear through your ego will you burn instead.

Your perception of who you are is of no importance to anyone, for you will always find faults. My perception is the only one that matters, for I did not create man’s distorted emotions or jagged mind, but I did create only the LOVE that is real by creating you. This is time to learn the remaining half of your lesson.  I am with you to ensure that you do not learn it alone.