HOW SHOULD I HANDLE MY DIFFICULTY WITH AUTHORITY?

Channeling #27

Question:

How should I handle my difficulty with authority?

GOD:

Have patience and compassion with regards to your value and the level you’re at in life, for you were conditioned to be disillusioned and unclear in your formative years. When you look back you will see where your fear of authority came from and your lesson has been to transform this into becoming your own authority.  Your thoughts are often judgments on how you are not supporting yourself and you project this onto the prominent and dominant figure that your inner child seeks parenting from. As long as you hold judgment around anyone in this regard, you are in error, for you are no longer that child. The inner child within all of my creations, wishes for the loving, nourishing arms and open heart of mother.

             See where the authority issue is a reflection of where you seek to be authoritative, and when someone appears to push you – you are both in a struggle for control yet you are both simply answering the heart's yearning for love. But love, when demanded from an external source and not allowed from true source is not love, but a bargain that has been struck.

The ego never dies so it must be recognized, made accountable for its bad behaviour and lovingly rocked back to the place in the heart place where love can give it a new job description.  When anyone knocks at the door of a heart that has been hurt, the shield that guards the inner fortress interprets attack and its protection intensifies. Often this gate is so reinforced that love cannot enter in.

 Christ says, that he knocks gently on the door of our heart, which is the protective pericardium, for then it feels safe enough to open out into the multi-petaled lotus flower. Then can we glimpse the terrified child that the ego would starve to death and we are granted access that we might feed the heart.

The heart is the asylum and sanctuary of the wounded one, and the gifted one. Allowing access will heal, fulfill and integrate you. Softening the heart is feared to be a painful process. It is not. It is the wonder in a baby's eyes, the magic of a dragonfly, the sweetness of a hummingbird, the passion of fire, the gasp of a falling star, and the beauty of an unfolding flower. It is the mist on the moor, the gentle wave lapping at your feet, the glimpse of eternity and the wonder of who you are. Feel this process and fall into it, for within the sacred space of your own heart, lies your true salvation, the voice of the Holy Spirit.