WHO AM I AND WHAT SHOULD I BE DOING. I'M NOT FULFILLED.

Channeling #31

Michael: “Who am I and what should I be doing? I am not fulfilled.”

GOD:

Who taught you that what should be done with life is a “should” and that one IS what they DO?  You learn that you must make a living but are not taught that you can do this through joyfully doing that which you would do for nothing. Parents fail to teach you in trusting that the universe puts a high value on you and will pay for the passion you hold in the valuable learned attributes from your childhood. Parents are your greatest teachers and you are often intensely and painfully taught through the paradigms of those who raised you. The older generations believe that when a child surpasses the fears of the parents, it builds character and “purifies” the soul. But I say truthfully, that when the child transcends the belief that their parent’s fears were ever real, then have they surpassed the previous generation.

I have been waiting for the “qualifier” to your question Michael and when it has not come I see a picture of someone who struggles with what he “should” write, how “should” he phrase the question? What is behind this word – should and where is it written that man SHOULD do anything? Who do you try to please, and whose anger do you seek to deflect, through not making a mistake?

In this world of conformity and other’s expectations, man has been conditioned to never ask, “What do I want?”  This question would not support the tribal mind that must dilute, cloud and squash individuality in order to preserve sustainability and control.  This lack of individuality causes man to forget individual needs and desires. The one must be sacrificed for the group. Why be so frightened and soul-robbed that you have no thoughts of what you desire for fear of offending others and having them withdraw their love? For in doing this, the only person you do offend, is yourself.

What tasks brought you rewarding feelings of love, yet you completed them well and without effort?  What ability did you judge irrelevant since you could accomplish it so easily at a highly competent level, you assumed everyone could do it – so it wasn’t special?  What was cast aside as a result of someone else’s disapproval?  Many humans appear to live in one world and perform in another.  Yet all must work with their own unique set of gifts, offering them to the universe for compensation.

Some people are the talent and others are the talent that must work with them - shaping, structuring and supporting artistic talents into logical realms for universal compensation.  It is like being a bridge between two worlds and you are a bridge.  Your structure bridges the gap between analytical and artistic and supports the realm of potential between them.  Someone must have the ability to map out a specific course and cost for the artistic elements to escape the void and be brought forth into reality. Creative ideas will flow from others and you are charged with ensuring there containment and survival. Align yourself with those whose vision creates your dreams, and then be the bridge to support that into reality.