HOW DO YOUR PAST LIVES AFFECT YOU IN THIS ONE?

Channeling #44


Amahra: God, Lori wants to know how her past life lessons are best used in the here and now?”
GOD: There have been many remarkable archetypes of the Goddess that you have experienced in your lives.
Remember your quiet stealth as an Indian maiden as you padded silently through the fields to tend your crops. You learned patience for the new lives emerging through the soil, you learned to reach high as you watched them striving for their place in the sunlight and you learned respect for the wild animals and you endeavoured not to disturb them as you went about her tasks.
Remember your faith and courage as the homesteader’s wife protecting what your husband has carved out of the land for your children. You learned of birth and death as you tended the animals and helped them deliver their offspring while tending to your own. You learned to read the land and mother-nature’s moods and conversations.
In mythical life you experienced the solitude of the Selkie and what it was like to live in two realms in one life. You experienced the freedom of the seal exploring the ocean, the understanding of being captured by man. Your fur coat was kept hidden from you to prevent you from returning to the sea. You were compelled to live the human life until your seal skin was returned to you. The lure of the sea was too strong and you returned. You had experienced the love of a man, but the community harshly judged you, suspicious of how your exotic nature fascinated them. You learned to find courage in your own silence when others would be threatened by the solitude of your soul. Men were desirous of your beauty and sensuality and their women were threatened and hated you. You learned to cloak this energy and use it for spiritual purposes. Your passion emerges in the desire to serve and heal your land and your planet much like the tidal pull of the moon. The water obeys and moves at a slow and steady pace so as not to cause destruction, but to move in and out according to the breath of the planet.
Your gift of scanning the horizon and knowing what is yet to come is useful as an interpretive tool for weaving the coming events into a story that your kind can understand. You have the trust and innocence of a child with the courage and persistence of the rat. You continually try and present your ideas in a way that speaks your heart but yet is simple and magical. You hear the winds of change, interpret the forces of the spirit and function as a prophet to co-create the message that God is sending forth to this people. You are the keeper of the sacred space, the creator of alters on which people will come to worship, rest and to learn of solitude and trust. You create alters wherever you go and are able to find talismans which teach, cleanse and transform your kin and you lay them up on alters to which your people will come. This is why those who visit your Bed and Breakfast feel drawn to the many symbols which depict the shamanic realm that you live in.

BEING TIRED AND DISHEARTENED IS SO COMMON IN OUR WORLD

Channeling #45



QUESTION:


Being tired and disheartened is so common in this world. I often feel sad.


GOD: Sadness and delicacy are the energies that you came to learn about – thus you carry a place for them so that others will see feel a resonance with you, a safe harbour in life’s stormy looking seas. You continually judge yourself for not being happy or not being something when “being” is what you are – who you are. To be is to be devoid of any personality, any judgment. You are not sad, you are light.


To identify with your emotions is to say that your personality is who you are. You must show up for what you are as it is your “trying” behaviour that keeps you stuck and separate from the gentle soul within. It fears your wrath for coming out wrongly. Pain has been part of your every waking moment for as long as you can remember.


Pain is energetic and emotional, yet it feels physical. This is the norm for humans, I ask that you rise above this and not make it your norm. Although you carry pain’s vibration and your clients resonate with it, you can still do your work on them if you are not in pain. Through your injuries we have permanently re-calibrated your tissue.


You do not have to continue to carry this, although part of you has not been able to accept this. Life can be enjoyed but you do not know how. Do not judge this or your pain will increase. Allow yourself to be where you are and watch this pain level decrease. We have always supported you, but you cannot see it. We are close but you anesthetise yourself so you cannot feel. Let your feelings out, but with them, re-visit each event but only briefly to learn but not to suffer.


Be where you are, know who you are and let go of what you are not. Your soul is strong, very strong and has been through everything. You need someone who will help and support you. But you must be honest with yourself about who you are and who you are not. This is coming into place and form; keep your hopes up in the stars from whence you came. Trust that we are constantly healing and regenerating you.

I'D LIKE TO BETTER UNDERSTAND RELATIONSHIPS.

Channeling #43



Jane:


I’d like to better understand relationships?


GOD: You are growing – you are always growing. Relinquish your need to control and fall back into the place of surrender and thus allow for space to open around you. A loved one must step into this space, or there is no relationship. This is much like the loading dock of a space station. If there is anything blocking the dock, (like your past issues or judgements) then it is impossible for the next ship willing to dock, to approach and engage.


You have moved to a deeper place of resolve, of watching to see what comes to you if you extend love. This is not to sit back and be lazy and make your partner do all the work to prove their love. There is a point in a relationship, where you must accept that love is a fact, see the love that is there and remember that all that is real is the love you were given. You have always sabotaged at this point because you fear love even more than you fear abandonment. For in abandonment one can hide, but in love – one must show up emotionally naked, on the level of your wound.


It is this that you find more terrifying than your fear of being alone. Yet your ego would keep this from you in order to hold you prisoner in relationships that do not nurture you. Your ego does not want healing for you, for then it is out of a job.


Your illusion is now dying and its demise requires that you remain constantly vigilant in your search for the love that is there and has always been there. Most humans make the mistake of seeking evidence for the wrongs we think are done to us.


Now you have an awareness that you are able to find that for which you seek if you would become that for which you seek. And you will gather new evidence to assure that. There is much beauty and peace within you and when you seek these and focus on them, you bring it to life on the inner screen of your psyche and project it out onto the landscape of your life.


Much is being revealed to you during this time. You must be calm and clear. This world is meant to be my playground for you, please see it thus or your efforts will go to waste. I have created for you to have this life in joy - so appreciate it. Ask for what you desire and give thanks when I deliver it.


You have always been loved – please remember that this is what you have forgotten.

CAN MY PAST LIFE HELP ME TO UNDERSTAND THIS ONE?

Channeling #41

Question:

J seeks answers from her past life to help her understand the pain in this life.

GOD:

You were an ancient soul, a princess whose life was serving others whose presence soothed your people’s pain and held a place of light for the tribe. You were a light that always glowed and alleviated fear of the dark side; except for the one who was darkness. Always jealous of your gifts, he set out to win your love to have control and power over you.  Once he won your trust he betrayed you, taking you to a faraway place and leaving you alone.

While your soul knew no fear or rage, the inner woman felt vengeful and confused.  You blamed your beauty and feminine power for attracting punishment and isolation.  Over time your people’s faces grew dim and your family were deeply missed.  When your pain became unbearable, you sent word to your betrayer begging to return home. This was allowed in exchange for your promise to never practice healing arts again.

Once home, people came to you and you soon saw that it was the Healer who was welcomed home and not you. They begged for healing but you could not dishonour your promise. They only saw that you withheld what they wanted and turned away.  You were angry with the Great Spirit for this betrayal and with yourself for trusting love. Unable to bear this deep pain which cut your soul to bleed, you took your life.

At this stage in the present incarnation, healing gifts and memories of betrayal from a lifetime long past are returning.  You MUST NOT try to match that ancient soul’s pain by hurting yourself. You need not pay a price for the rightful place of healer through your soul.  You must now seek my help in overcoming all anxieties felt when NOT causing physical pain.  Remember the loving heart of your ancient princess and have compassion.

Shamans are “Wounded Healers” and their depth of pain is equal to the depth of their gift if they choose to use it.  This is not to be taken lightly or without reverence as this gift requires readiness and respect. Divination cards will be used to help you and others. Seek wisely and let spirit choose the right deck for you. You have used pain for too long now to distract you from seeing the truth about yourself.  Lay down judgment and weapons to merely observe the visions that come as the messengers to light your path.

The world is not bad, only your perception of it.  Pain is the fire that burns the human spirit, creating a magical alchemy process which converts pain, anger and blame back to Love.  The God-self seeks evolution, only if you hear through your ego will you burn instead.

Your perception of who you are is of no importance to anyone, for you will always find faults. My perception is the only one that matters, for I did not create man’s distorted emotions or jagged mind, but I did create only the LOVE that is real by creating you. This is time to learn the remaining half of your lesson.  I am with you to ensure that you do not learn it alone.

WHO ARE WE?

Channeling #40

Amahra:

Who are we?

GOD:

 Through eons of time light years away - yet as close as your next breath the star seeds rest  deeply within you. Like an eternal hologram, your life is an image already captured in its entirety. It hovers, suspended in your fascial web, yet each tiny fragment of it reflects your image in its entirety. There is no escape from the truth of what you are, yet mankind continues to run. You are constantly running on the treadmill of TIME; “not enough time, precious little time, time is too short, time is money, overtime and the worst of all – maybe next time”. You need to see that time merely spirals around you like a serpent chasing its tail – always busy, always elusive – never to be captured or tamed. Those who feel the stillness of the Angelic system within and meditate in that stillness are the ones for whom time does not exist so they can bend it as they wish.

 For in this deep place of stillness, is the Ascendant, your sanctuary where time remains irrelevant.

Your personal star ship hovers over you like the Angel on your shoulder. The Angel is watching, waiting, guarding and wondering when you will surrender your weapons which are the falsehoods of the ego, when you will stop searching for the dream of who you are and when you will notice the Angelic presence reflected in the magical mirror in your inner kingdom. This inner kingdom is the Crystal Palace of Mirrors and Light. You must align your mirrors, your cranial bones, in order to expand your consciousness that you may cease this endless struggle. Thus your inner eye will then allow you to look through to God and thus you will see yourself. Then will you know that you are an extension of something that has the infinite magnitude of forever.

Mankind takes a huge leap of trust when he lays down his armour, (the ego mind) relinquishes his weapons, (stops attacking his brother) and yet this is where his efforts cease. He stands in this place, feeling vulnerable and defenceless, no wonder so many of you pick up your weapons again rather than feel this anxiety. Yet there is a third component to this process of your evolution. As long as you continue to stand in the battleground, expecting attack, looking for the enemy who would strike you down, you will feel unsafe. Your final challenge must be to walk off this battle ground and see, that your life is not meant to be one of wars and anger. It is meant to be a heaven on earth, a life the way I created it. The ego has stolen my gift of free will to mankind and thus he is thrust into cause and effect, action and reaction, attack and defence. If you would only see the illusion and lies that the ego tells you and turn your eyes to me, you would believe that the Garden of Eden is right here right now. This is the beginning of PEACE ON EARTH.

WHAT'S BEHIND MY FEAR/SABOTAGE BEHAVIOR IN RELATIONSHIP?

CHANNELING #39

L.S. asks:

What's behind my fear/sabotage 

behavior in Relationship?”

A woman often worries more about the broken heart of another than she does her own. Try to remember that likely your partner’s heart came already broken and repaired many times over as well. Like the be-headed Celtic Green Man – the symbolic regeneration of your injured part is a testimony to man’s acceptance of life, birth, death and pain. Man understands these all too well, more than I hoped he would. So often the droplets of learning, like pearls, run off your skin and the opportunity for healing does not penetrate your defenses.

Like an actor learning to know his character, you’ve spent much of your life’s rehearsal time crafting and presenting an illusionary self to attract and impress the opposite sex in belief that your true self is inadequate. The men in your life have been your greatest teachers and if you are to move forward you must realise that you keep making the teachers I send you the authors of your pain. 

Your frightened mind must find the place of forgiveness. You must ask for me to restock the faith in your grace bank account in order that you might have the strength to stay sane and see where you have yet to heal. You have handed over control of this bank account to your ego mind and it makes countless withdrawals from these precious reserves without your permission or knowledge. This leaves you overdrawn and confused. I ask you now to relinquish this insanity and let me administer this account for you. Your ego cannot accurately perceive your present as your ego is your past. Simply put, the ego is:

                                                         P…projected

                                                         A…aspects of

                                                         S…self’s

                                                         T…trauma

That which stands between you and instant healing is the ego’s memory of your past. The most terrifying of your thoughts – is but an insane creation of your own ego mind and while it knows the truth, it seeks only to sabotage. Men have been many things to you – some you know and some things you are yet to discover. But wherever someone triggers you to react emotionally, there is a truth for you to discover about your own need to heal. A healed mind does not see attack from anyone for it is beyond their perception. But only be sure that you learn your part well. Be thankful for I sent man to show you the battles you fought endlessly with your inner masculine self.

If you will remember that the war is over you will no longer see your teachers as your enemies. Your torment will end when you choose to see. The lessons of your God mind are gentle, the lessons of the heart are joyful and real. The lessons of the ego mind are like jagged rocks upon which the weary bird seeks shelter. The bird is tired of flying, but fears that its feet will be hurt when it lands.

Remember to transmute energy, to send love and take away fear for where you resist, is where you deny yourself.  It is my wish that you be healed and you let go of the illusions that you built around yourself regarding relationship. I want you to have clarity to prepare you for your path ahead.

HOW DOES ONE MEASURE SUCCESS?

C.H. asks: How does one measure success – in career, life, relationship?

GOD:

Your question is one that every human should ask for so many of you are not happy. So many of you feel incomplete, like a large puzzle that you struggle to fill in and finish, but then you realize that one piece is missing! What is even sadder is that humans measure their self-perceived value and happiness according to the level of success they think they have. This is because humans are always seeking happiness and have equated happiness at being successful at something. Whatever you are successful at is a demonstration of one of the many gifts that I have given you. That missing piece you look everywhere for is right in the palm of my hand, always extending itself but you turned your back as you do not trust love. You are afraid to take it for fear that you would be under my control. But this belief is an illusion for you are an extension of me, you share my abilities but to a lesser degree simply because you are bound by the rules and restrictions of a physical body. The only thing you truly control is your current thought so you can choose to learn through joy or through pain. But you would rather learn through pain for your ego mind has told you that this is normal, this is the world. But it is not, it is the illusion you made for yourself.

I designed mankind to be my physical learning and feedback mechanism as through you I can touch and feel, and explore. Where you get yourself into trouble is that your ego steps in and takes you over, viewing the God part of you as the enemy who would take away your control. But deeply connecting to me does not rob you of your control, it makes you all powerful with the faith to move mountains. It gives you the clarity and wisdom to see that the truth of who you are, which is the Observer who watches you running around in circles, driven into craziness, despair, guilt, shame, judgment, confusion, overwhelm and ultimately – separation. The ego wants this. The more it strangles your mind, the more you believe the God voice within to be a threat to your freedom. Yet you were always free right from the moment I created you. Through your hurt and fragility you believed that you needed a bodyguard to keep intimacy away, for intimacy would cause you pain. Truly intimacy with me, your true self, eliminates pain for then you see your world as it really is – a bearer of gifts ready to respond to your prayers. Yet many of you do not even have the faith of the tiny mustard seed which does not judge that it must grow into a tiny plant, but simply grows according to the holographic map I have laid out for it, trusting the process with no judgment or resistance. And this is the plan that I have for you, for your unique part on this earth.

The only question you need ask is “What does it take to break through the chains of my frightened ego mind and live through the truth of my God self?”  For that – is true Success!

Why would I say this? I say this for when many of you ask about what would make you successful, what you are really asking is, “What would make me happy? Would success at something make me happy, make me feel good enough or as good as everyone else? What would bring me joy, love, peace, connection?” And it is so very simple you keep missing it. The ego has you believe that you need to DO something or GET something or HAVE something in order to be a success.  But that is its strategy to keep you chasing your tail and never finding the truth. For I made you an empowered Light Being with gifts that would bring you and others joy and there is nothing more successful than that. But you would rather listen to the voice of the ego and agree that you are small.

So there IS no answer to your question for you do not ask the right question. When you function within your God Self, in fact you already ARE all of those wonderful things. They never left you and you were never left, you just thought you were and began acting accordingly. But this is your illusion and it is a Global one, like mass hypnosis. I cannot take this illusion from you, as I did not create it, you did. But you can ask for my help in showing you that the ego world is not real – and I do this gladly.

It is not arrogant for you to say, “Truly I am loved and I have great gifts and powers,” for I made you so. It is arrogant to say that you are not great for then is your crazy ego mind arguing with the will of God and that is arrogance.

I did not make you small, I made you great. In realizing the true potential I have given you, you are already successful.