I THINK I INVEST A LOT OF ENERGY PROTECTING MYSELF

CHANNELING  #65

 I think I invest a lot of energy protecting myself.

GOD:   Man is growing ever impatient for gratification and reward. No longer does he pause in the waiting period, the period where lessons are learned and the impatience felt is viewed as a welcome teacher for the next principle to be understood and integrated.

           Always are you judging that any emotion you feel is the wrong one. Your mind leaps into the future to escape the anxiety of your present moment. For if you are experiencing the “wrong emotion”, you will fear punishment by the one your ego holds in fear over you. It is sad that this one it would have you fear  – is Me.  The ego is in terror of present time. For present time is all there is and in its embrace lies not punishment or breakdown – but breakthrough and healing. Only in your Holy Instant do I have a moment of opportunity, that breathless pause in which you might choose for Me. 
             Learn to feel compassion for the inner child who waits for you behind your ego’s prison bars. The ego would have you believe that you would die if I found you; that you would be punished for making a mistake.  Thus I would say to you – this is the greatest hold the ego has over you.  As long as you believe this insanity you will continue to hire the ego to protect you from an illusion.

Yet through this insane illusion do I forever knock gently on the door of your heart and ask you to remember me, remember US. Your spirit self symbolizes the Grace of God that the ego hides from you. Why would you hire the kidnapper to safeguard the very child that they stole? How insane is it to trust the criminal who has kidnapped and abused your child to protect that child from harm? This is the insanity of the ego.

           If your God Self were set free, you could welcome your precious child back into your family. You see the craziness of the situation yet do you continue to dwell in it. When will you realize that the bodyguard you hired to protect your soul IS the very enemy that would harm you? Test her wings in a safe place . And do not be anxious for her. If she falls, I will catch her.
(The beautiful "Fallen Angel" painting depicted is an original 2.5x3 foot acrylic painting owned by Amahra. It is for sale for $350.)

TELL ME ABOUT MY MIND.

Channeling #63



A thought for today?


God: The mind of man is never still. The most useful information is not contrived but is inspired. Only when your mind is devoid of thought can my voice come through. This is the information that my comforter would give you. The comforter is the Holy Spirit, my messenger. It is the voice of peace, of love and of answers to the deep painful questions that cut into the heart and mind like jagged edges of rock. The ego would have you seek the jagged places in which to dwell. The ego mind is in a perpetual state of agitation and it would not have you realize this, thus its desire to hide until it becomes accepted by your mind. As the heavy rain gouges into the stream bed, so does the pathway of negative emotional response become etched into the landscape of your mind. It becomes familiar therefore surely it must be safe.


Yet at no time does it occur to you that this habitual pattern is a one-way trip to hell. If you would only seek the light-path in your mind, for here reality and truth, resides. Travel my path and you will find the pause between breathing in and breathing out. In that moment can you decide for peace, instead of reaction.


Your race is exhausted for you are constantly destroying the peaceful places on your planet. In your need to seek information in every moment you have saturated the world around you with microwaves and radio waves until the mind has no rest. Your mind is a holographic data base in which images are photographed and data is stored in the matrix that suspends you within its crystal grid. Your memories are stored not in your brain or skull, but in this plasma network of liquid, living light. Your thoughts are stored in this holographic grid which is beyond the boundaries of the mind.


How can this knowledge impact your everyday state of mind? The responsibility is enormous. As you walk away from the places where you conceived fearful and angry thoughts, you leave their resonance hanging there for others to absorb. Like a disturbing painting it will negatively impact. You have created all manner of ways to make you separate from your brother yet you choose not to see that ALL thoughts are shared and none are benign. Think in fear and anger and thus do you add to the distress and destruction of this planet. Seek to create peace by fighting war, and you only bring more war energy to the planet.


You would strive for “world peace” yet you will not acknowledge that you perpetrate war through your harsh judgments. The battle is in your mind and you are projecting it outside of yourself into the world that you see, but cannot see that you have created. You will have “world peace” when your mind is peaceful. Angry thoughts are just as damaging as radiation leaks from an atomic reactor. They are energetic arrows that pierce through the energy fields of all who are near. As you are the author of your world – your world will cease its relentless path of destruction when you stop your mind from thinking destructive thoughts.


Harness your mind and truly you have harnessed the power of the universe. Cease the war within your own mind and you will stop projecting it onto your brother. Only then shall you have the elusive “world peace” that you all seek.

HOW CAN I STAY PRESENT WHEN THE PAST SEEMS TO KEEP RECURRING?

Channeling #62

“How can I stay present when the past seems to keep recurring?”


GOD:
Memories keep throwing up meaningless images, which the ego uses to provide evidence of pain. The belief in pain and separation occurs in ego mind. Ego’s goal is to constantly return to the past and dwell in personal hell. It recalls being a victim in the world’s clutches and will defend itself to your death. It would not have you see that you create this insane world to hide from my sight and avoid punishment. Yet do I stand patiently knocking at your heart’s door, asking that my child choose sanity.


If this world is undesirable look through my eyes and see the world differently. Should current thoughts disturb you, ask my Holy Spirit to create new ones. The ego’s home resides in the frontal lobe or conscious area of the brain and it can be hard to escape the thoughts or images stored there. To be open-minded the mind must be open, to expand consciousness the mind must expand. If time does not exist, and there is only the present moment, then what is the past but a constructed image of something nonexistent? When you are in your thoughts, you are not in present time and thus you are unable to feel the truth or heal. The realm of present time is in feelings, which the ego would lie to you about.


Feelings cannot be analyzed, interpreted or explained but their energy can be moved through your body and released. The ego would hold you hostage and trade your brilliant light for death. Raised in the presence of many unspoken thoughts, unexpressed feelings and bargains, your mother allowed her hopes and dreams to be dashed by selling a piece of her soul for survival and approval. This bought peace and ensured the family would not be cast out but her soul’s belief was, “Why have you forsaken me, sacrificing hopes and truth for approval?” Her anger and frustration wanted answers but instead she kept quiet for fear of confrontation.


The ego would have your mother’s path and belief system to influence your reality. Since your mother’s paradigm was in the past and time is only now, you are living in an illusion. See the truth of what your mother appeared to do, what she gave up and how only the love she demonstrated was real. Grieve and emote long repressed feelings as to relinquish these is to give up control. I will carry and transform this burden if you would only ask my help in showing you that it’s not real.


Remember that to speak about your feelings on this is to remember them from your past. When you express emotions of anger, sadness etc., you are in present time. But when you are merely talking about them or thinking about them, you are in the past - remembering. Let the mind go so as to feel and express the stuck energy, but do not judge them, simple observe them. Be here NOW where I can find you - for the past would belong to your ego. In the present I can provide miracles.

WHAT IS THE ISSUE AROUND OUR THIRD EYE VISION?

Channeling #61

“What is the issue around my third eye?”

GOD:

        The 3rd eye represents the final barrier you feel you must cross. For years you’ve stood at this wall waiting for the perfect circumstance to provide an opening. This is how your fear-based mind has fooled you, for there is no RIGHT time to find it, there is only THIS moment and in truth there is NO wall. Only your ego mind would seek to convince you to wait for a better time, for in healing is the ego annihilated. Only the present moment is of value to God. In seeking another moment to be better than the one God has provided, you throw back his gift.

        The concept of liberation is frightening to ego for the ego’s sovereignty lies in your ignorance. That, which you want, is precisely what ego would have you be afraid of. Ego seeks to delay gratification, which creates an endless loop of suffering. You seek to seize the moment yet are afraid of the reward for doing so as ego would have you feel guilty for achieving it. This loop is the final barrier. You are convinced that safety lies in avoiding this barrier - that letting it be insures safety. This is just another ego mind illusion. When children suffer, I send the comforter to help them - so be aware of the angels I have sent. Look for messengers I send who would help you. Where is it written that you must do this alone?

        There is no separation between you and these divine helpers other than ego. Those I would send to help you will not judge you. There is no need to heal alone as I do not wish this. This is where ego would offer safety by ensuring you never trust anyone’s help, thus in your aloneness will you suffer.

        This barrier you hide behind does not serve or protect, but your ego would keep you ignorant of this. Trust I have gifted you with ability to see through spirit. Therefore if an image is not one of peace, it comes not from me.

        Ego would convince you that the gift of vision will only bring more responsibility than can be safely handled. Upon changing your mind and being willing to truly see, how then could you speak of what you saw? Here is where you must trust that images I reveal to you are innocent of judgement. Your past perceived mistakes would not be visible within these images, for now you are defining them through my eyes.

        I ask you not to judge, explain or be accountable for what I would have you see. I ask only that you look into this realm and allow my interpretations to speak through you.

WHAT ARE OUR NEXT LEVELS IN PERFORMANCE,INTEGRITY & AWARENESS?

Channeling #60


What are our next levels in performance, integrity, and awareness?


GOD:


There is greater perception now as your eyes are more open. Everyone comes with an original blueprint and as lines within them are untangling, a greater awareness is unfolding causing movement towards your preordained path. You are also noticing a higher frequency of transmissions occurrences as I seek to communicate with you more fully.


Mankind is finally awakening from a deep and disturbed sleep. I wish your deliverance from such a nightmare had already happened. However the realization of it only being a dream has not become apparent to you yet. In your sleep, there is an awareness of dreaming, yet very soon you will all become conscious of the fact that even while you are awake, you are still lost in a dream.


Man is beginning to hear the panicked cries of this planet as well as feeling consequences from breaking natural laws, which are violated or tampered with in a continual struggle for dominance, ownership and power. Yet all that I have ever asked of you is surrender, non-attachment and love towards others and yourself.


In your ignorance you have been blind to the fact that your brother IS you. A call to love your brother is a call to love yourself because all of mankind is a spiritual extension of me. Yet when you look at your brother and see his faults, you do not see that the flaws are also in YOUR image as well, so your opportunity for healing is sadly not recognized.


Distress calls are now starting to be heard and listened to and as a result mankind is coming forward for healing. In this quest for healing you will seek love. But you will not find it if you simply look for it. You must BE it, and then love magically appears. You must look inward and find the barriers you erected against love’s coming. Once you move these out of your way, you will realize the love that has always been behind them. No one has taken your love away; your ego has hidden it deeply out of your sight.

ATTACHMENT TO EXTERNAL HAPPINESS MAKES IT HARDER TO HEAR MY VOICE.

Channelling # 59

      Funny how the slightest thing can send one into a judgement or blame place, such as putting down an object of little value, leaving and returning to find it gone. You feel your ego spouting, “How dare I not control the objects of this world, how dare it not be where I left it, how dare someone take it from me?”

      How happy is the ego to give value to nothingness, if that is all it takes for you to appear to step out of heaven and into hell. For is it not the way of the world, the ego’s world, to seduce you into believing that anything outside of your God Self has any value. I say that the way of life and return to sanity that I offer you – is a required Course, A Course in Miracles.

      While this may sound arrogant to say that only the time you choose to take the Course is optional for you, why can you not see that it is spoken from a place of Higher Authority? This Higher place is looked upon by the ego as something external that is being forced upon you and it reacts with resistance and defence. The ego cannot see that the Higher Authority from which I speak is equal to yours and its only goal is to join with you and present to you your inheritance. For I say that you shall remember the truth of who you are, but it is your choice whether you remember now or on your deathbed.

      You are the Place in Heaven that you’ve shared with me for eons and yet you cannot see that you reside here with me, always have and that you only dreamt that you left home. You can choose the Now, the future, or the moment of your “perceived death” to step into Heaven and experience your Holy Instant. For at the moment of your transition you will realize that my words are the Truth.

MIRACLES HAPPEN WHEN YOU WITNESS YOUR HOLY INSTANT

Channeling #58

Amahra:

I witnessed miracles when my ACIM classmates had their Holy Instant.

GOD:

The Holy Instant is my Miracle. It is a collapse in the realm of time and space and is actually the moment where I inhale, hold my breath and pause. In this moment of breathlessness, Karma stills, my Universe hovers like a thirsty hummingbird, and I wait for you to accept the nectar offered. I wait hoping for a breakthrough from ego’s chains that blind you and hope that soon you will step into the light, choose love and return home.

It requires patience in present time since I have always been the one who waits for you. I created this entire universe, this magical shifting game board, and observed how you played out the freedom of choice that I gifted you. I watch with baited breath and endless compassion - observing how you negotiate the maze that you created from it. I watch every twist and turn you make, every right turn to hell when the left turn led to me, every endless time of panic and running when my hope was that you would but pause and rest in my arms.

The maze was your ego mind’s second choice and a matrix you made real. Since it was created by man I could not illuminate the exit. I cannot see this insanity of your’s, for it is not real. What is real need not be escaped from. This maze is your mind’s projection and since I did not make it, I cannot remove it.

If you ask for my help and unconditional love, I can reveal the truth that your maze is but an illusion. It is only projections of a fearful mind created by your ego. You must not pray to me to show you the way out of your maze, but must pray for me to show you that your maze is NOT real. When I am allowed to clear your vision and you being to experience sight through my eyes, the universe collapses, time ceases and a miracle occurs. This miracle is the Son of God stepping into his true self back in Heaven. Why do you continue to choose illusion and pain, when I would allow you learning and growing through joy and laughter?