Fran - 3 Dominant Soul Types
Fran, you do have a challenging incarnation with your soul types as they all relate to higher plans, integrity, seriousness, self containment, holding the space for a better way. That can be a hard load to carry as while you are young in this life, your soul types are older and carry much of the world’s hope for the future. I hope these give you a better understanding of why are you, and why you feel, the way you do. If you look at the picture of Liv Ullmann, an actress, you will see the look in your own eyes in the photo you sent me.
"WISE OLD MAN"
This terminology is chosen specifically to convey the nature of their beard-stroking wisdom. They are philosophical, far-seeing, broad perspective, deeply comprehending wise man kind of figure relating to wisdom. It is abstract, "deep structure" perceiving, clear-eyed and conceptually understanding. It is the "male tribal elder". This is essence Wisdom, not necessarily this-life experiential wisdom, though that can become involved as well. WISE OLD MAN "soul types" tend to be "spirit specialists", highly oriented to higher principles, to bringing the spirit into the world, to spiritual aspiration, to concepts and ideals of perfection, to intense spiritual atunement. They can be acutely aware of how far things have strayed from the spiritual path.
The WISE OLD MAN’s wisdom is typically left hemisphere-emphasizing analytic, synthetic, verbal/mental while very deep in terms of their comprehending the Cosmic and spiritual deep structural working of things. They are the far-reaching "overviewer", that understands from the mental body's perspective. They are not stuck in their heads, but are wise with profound understanding.
One of the issues for the WISE OLD MAN soul, is that due to human history thus far they tend to become rather pessimistic and despairing about their observations of the whole human condition. They can get stuck in believing they’re not able to make the necessary difference to change things. Because they are not skilled at the operational level like the WARRIOR is, they tend to generate a certain sense of learned helplessness and a rather sombre point of view.
A male example once said, "I don't know what weapons will be used in World War III. But I do know what weapons will be used in World War IV; Clubs." The seriousness and sombreness of the WISE OLD MAN, is not inherent to the "soul type," but their reaction to man’s continual "win-lose" and "lose-lose" situation. As we move through the great barriers we are in at the present, and go into the co-creative relationship with Cosmos in the future, they will become quite cheerful with the new directional trend.
"MONK"
The MONK soul type calls up the concept of constant meditation, contemplation and rumination. They basically think about things—all the time. And they sort of stay out of the fray because they are so busy thinking about things. Then periodically in one form or another, they share what they have been contemplating with the world. They are "mental body" dwellers, and they seek to understand the larger meanings of things, as well as to expand awareness and to inspire higher aspirations in others. They often experience a great deal of grief due to their pain at what they witness of the human condition, and due to the pain that accompanies their having commerce with the world.
The key to their ‘beingness’ is that they spend a lot of time in solitary contemplation. They frequently find themselves hurt and repulsed by society at large and by other people, and they prefer strongly to minimize involvement with the world around them. Yet at the same time, they are compelled to activate contact with the Cosmos in others somehow or other. So they have an ambivalent relationship with the environment, to say the least. They want to influence, inspire and elevate, while at the same time wanting to withdraw and to reject contact. However, there is another, more specifically focused version of the MONK, namely the "spiritual specialist." These individuals actually do end up in monasteries and convents at times. Or they will be a -mendicant" in India, wandering around with a begging bowl. They spend all their time in meditative activity of the spiritual type, with or without conscious contact with the -Home Office." The guru in the Himalayas or the Tibetan Lama are typical "spiritual specialist" type MONKs. Nevertheless, all MONKs are in one way or another higher plane-oriented, and all seek to activate inspiration and elevation of conceptualization. And in that way, these are rather more representative figures to portray the characteristics of the MONK "soul type" than would be, say an old or transcendent soul mystic. The latter do exist and make major contributions. But most MONKs are more involved in the mundane world than that.
"TEACHER"
The TEACHER is rarely somebody who gets up in front of groups and gets chalk on their coat, so to speak. That's not what a TEACHER is. A TEACHER is somebody who demonstrates how to be—they teach by BEING. They can't help but educate and elevate with their very ‘beingness’. So they basically live their life and leave a trail of transformed people behind them, like a "Johnny
Appleseed." There is something about them that inspires us to change for the better or to absorb what it is they bring. When they are younger souls, they inspire those at their soul level or younger. When they are older souls, they live well and inspire all the rest of us to do likewise. In effect, they translate all of their soul experience and life wisdom into a manner of manifestation that has the effect of sharing what they have learned from it all. They tend to come from a "wiser but sadder" orientation, at least in this "veil of tears" as it has been.
They are information-disseminators, awareness-generators, consciousness-expanders and manifestation-enhancers who may or may not be aware of this and who may or may not get up in front of people and formally teach. They more typically do it by example, by setting it up so that people learn from circumstances, through writing or creative works, through leaving a legend of a life or whatever. TEACHERs, like SHAMANs, take on many forms and teach many different things and in different ways. They perform, they excel with excellence, they mentor, they inspire, they produce admirable things, and in general, they exemplify how to do things right in whatever their field of work and in whatever manner they live. We all know of people who, for instance, are renowned for their gruff ways, yet whom everyone admires and unconsciously emulates. This is the way the TEACHER "soul type" works. There is a type of TEACHER called the "challenger." This is the type of person who seems to be constantly in mild disdain for other people's manifestation, but who somehow conveys that if you just try hard enough, you might get some recognition from this "very hard audience", so to speak. So people get challenged to try and when they bring the results of their efforts, the TEACHER will give justified recognition, validation and appreciation, and they will also see to it that others are made aware of the achievement.
Then they suddenly revert to form, in effect saying nonverbally or verbally, . . But I'll bet you can't do THIS or go beyond this . . ." To which the individual responds with a massive motivation to prove they can. This is the "challenger" type TEACHER in action. They pull the best out of people.
On a lonely day years ago, I told God I was tired of doing it alone - that I needed him to show up and talk to me. And he did. For many years now when I ask God a question, I just have to make sure I have pen and paper, as the answer streams through in automatic writing. I welcome others to offer their deep questions, those things that you just can't figure out for yourself. Blessings and enjoy.
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Friday, March 11, 2011
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
I'M TIRED OF LIFE SEEMING HARD AND JUST WANT TO SAY, "TO HELL WITH IT."
Channeling #50
Wendy: I'm tired of life seeming hard and just want to say, “To hell with it.”
GOD: You are tired because you want to go home and your ego does not wish you to see that you ARE home and have always been home. Your soul still lies in its place of refuge but because your body is in pain, you split in two. I could say that pain is your greatest teacher but you already know that. You know that you have pain but have not chosen to stare down the author of your pain and rewrite the script.
It is a biography and the author was your ego and your father was cast as the lead. You have accepted his pain and his story as YOUR OWN – not seeing that it was merely the chronicled events of a soul in need of healing. You were born into this story and saw it as real. I ask you now to be the director who sees through the family conditioning and suggests a new ending for this script – a beautiful and sacred ending for a beautiful and sacred woman. You have fought bravely for your salvation for you could not see through the chaos of your military imprinting and observe that LIFE was really not the enemy for you to hold in fear, but be the gift that you were asked to open. Your battle is a myth, your enemy yourself.
All women must discard the pain of their fathers, for they only become self-torture. But they will teach you where not to tread and how to be more sensitive to the feelings of others.
How desperately the world needs the woman’s healing touch! Your home is gone, your God self ran away when your moved in. The stillness has always been with you. Like Dorothy in the Land of Oz, it has always been the playground of your magical mind, your innocent mind. Sad is the woman who makes real the arrows that pierce through her heart. For if made real, they poison the life in her veins and imprison her. He destroyed you in a past life; do not let it continue any further in this lifetime, as it affects your health. This lifetime is your time. You’ll make it through much because you’ve made it through much already.
You are learning to see that you can’t GET love from people but I give it freely through trees, moonbeams, sunbeams and my spirit which wells up constantly from within you from a precious place. It is the fathomless core that your ancient knowledge springs from and if you wish to take yourself on the shaman’s journey we will reveal more of your magical powers to you. Take heed to use them well, as they reflect the lamb and the sword. Do not be afraid to speak forth, but wait for your lips to speak only my words, the words of the Holy Spirit. Listen to my voice, cast off the illusions of the parent who was a test of your will and courage. You did well, but you were not meant to carry this. Notice how your fearful mind that does not trust bliss, seeks to seduce you again with “his” lies. Cast them down from your palace walls and banish them.
Live your own story. You are a gifted and innocent child who gave her power over to the father that you thought hurt you. Bury these harsh lessons in the deepest place and lift the lid no more. It was all a test and it is long finished. We urgently request you – take up your bed and walk, surrender every fibre of your being to me and live your own story, the story I would script for you, for it is the truth.
Friday, March 4, 2011
WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THE SUICIDE ENERGY AROUND ME?
Channeling #49
R.P asks: What is the meaning of the suicide energy around me?
GOD: The ego is very well acquainted with suicide for it is the author of it. The ego would have the mind believe that death is the release from all pain. In truth all pain is from the ego. You are extensions of me and I cannot be destroyed, but the memory of me can. In fact the ego moves into your mind and inhabits it like a parasite. It shows up with the charming, smiling face and the mind willingly becomes its servant. In truth, I am the master and your mind is designed be my channel but the clever voice of your ego convinces the mind that ‘being right and being in control’ are “The way – the truth – and the light”.
The guilt born of making a mistake is what ruined the Garden of Eden. I would never punish you for making a mistake, but your ego would. The Garden of Eden was always meant to be the peaceful, guilt-free haven of your mind, the mind that is connected to God and hears my voice, The Holy Spirit. You lost sight of the still, cool light of Christ that is your core. The ego’s anger and raging fires soon blacken your vision of the pure light of self. You no longer see the truth of who you are, but the truth that the ego would have us believe in – guilt, fear, and separation.
The ego instructs you to hide these painful burdens from my sight and carry this insanity all by yourself. You are now convinced that God is the enemy who would punish you if you were to turn to him. This is the ultimate lie and your fear of redemption. The ego strives only to GET and to TAKE and believes in competition, lack and limited resources. It saddens me that many of you carry this illusion often to the grave. I seek not to attack you, but to teach you to relinquish your attack on yourself and your brother. Surrendering this burden would catapult you into the guilt-free place of spirit.
The ego sends out its messengers to ever bring us proof that our brother would attack and destroy us. But your brother is merely the screen your ego projects on. Your brother reflects your buried ghosts, but you would believe that HE is the source of our problems and the root of our pain and dis-ease.
All that we really we see when we look around us, is an image that our mind has projected onto a target. When you see suicide reflected around you, you are being given an opportunity to see where your ego seeks to kill parts of your psyche. The moment you step out of this self-imposed box you step in my light see the truth, of yourself and your life. Awareness like this threatens the ego for healing your mind and your heart would demolish it. The ego is more threatened by this because you are healing.
Watch to see where the ego fools you, controls you, where it tells you that you need to GET love and approval. This is not necessary in my realm, for God simply IS Love and you are this extension. Rebuild the strong bridge that connects our minds. The ego offers only death – yet cloaks it in the robes of everything man strives to get in order to be good enough. If you believe in this illusion, your mind will be split.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
WHAT DOES THE DARK MAN WANT FROM ME?
Channeling #48
Rosemary has nightmares about a dark man and asks: What does the dark man want from me?
GOD: The dark man is the perfect personification of the Dark Wizard or hidden magical aspects of your own inner male. You fear him when he manifests, because you have not yet had the courage to know him and understand that he is not outside of you, but within.
Through the ages the Dark Wizard challenges us to wisely use our power and to make the choice of filtering it through the Selfless Heart or through the twisted mirror of the Ego. The ego’s realm is a harsh reality and can be a brutal realization when we discover the truth about ourselves. The Selfless Heart is the compassion through which we forgive ourselves for the choices that we made in error through the ignorance of a betrayed inner child.
The Dark Wizard requires the eyes of the hawk and the clarity of a crystal. He asks you to willingly and fearlessly dive into your dark recesses with him and understand the power he wields through you – and the potential to use or abuse it. He is your Garden of Gethseme, the easy road’s last temptation that is purchased with your soul. The Way of the Wizard is a path of one who is arrogant yet humble, touchable but not of this place and the one from who more is required than most. He would have you know that the rocks on your path are not cruel tricks to cause you to stumble and bruise yourself, but are the teachers who cause you to learn to tread softly and carefully with your power. If you do not – and you fall, the resulting pain will remind you to rise up and walk the Light Path again.
The Dark Wizard wants to show you than you cannot walk the true path of Light, unless you embrace the Dark Wizard and carry him with as your teacher. He shows you the power you can wield through passion and magic.
Without the fall from grace there is no rising up – like the Phoenix rising from the ashes. When did you last search through these ashes of yours to find the precious jewel that we sent to you? The Dark Wizard wants to help you find it and in finding it you will realize an aspect of your self.
It is crucial for the Women of this Age, to hold and cherish the male energy, especially the Dark Male – as we women have seen what happens to civilizations through which the Men have carried this cup and made it about war. The Woman is the Grail, the Cup, the Womb of Creation, the dark and mysterious place and it is this vessel that must carry the Dark Wizard and tender him safe with the feminine that he might harm us no more. The feminine is what the Dark Wizard has sought through the ages but in his ignorance he has nearly buried her. The Dark Wizard wishes you to embrace him into the Unconditional Love of the heart that he may see the light.
Saturday, February 26, 2011
FROM A PLACE OF STILLNESS, WHAT COMES NEXT?
Channeling #47
Amahra: From a place of stillness what comes next?
GOD: It is my intention to show you that your world is fleeting and only one thing lasts forever. This forever thing that you have been sent to be a steward of – is love. The forgiving realm of pure potential is the one thing that your technologists have never explored. Had man spent billions of dollars exploring the heart aspect of the mind, the brilliant place of love, he would already be home. Alas the minds of those who would believe that hate is real and that suffering is glory, keep the hands of their imaginary enemies raised to strike and keep the battles and the blood of ages dark – ever present among them. The seeking for self in the dark voids of hatred, greed and power over fellow man – comes from a place of victim and fear. Who is this monster that you have joined with and why do you find it necessary to keep feeding its hunger?
The plasma light grid that surrounds you becomes heavy and brittle with the pain and darkness that you project into it. You burden it with your psychotic wars and quests for evidence of betrayal and separation. This grid is your birthplace, your home and your life support. I did not create it to be your toxic dumping ground. I created it to be the inter-dimensional transport system that angels may travel among you and that you may experience the light path.
Your petty wars and grievances pull and snag the web of your existence. I feel your pain. I continue to mend this life support system that you would destroy, for without this intervention you would die in the mire of your own illusions. I have sent light-workers to mend your physical, mental, emotional and soul bodies and to restring this web that suspends and feeds you in potential and space. You would be forever imprisoned in the abyss of ego were this process not to continue. Yet you remain childish, stubborn, stuck and perplexed; seeking bandaids and painkillers to ease your problems. You beg me to ease your suffering. Yet you will not see that you are the cause of it.
My patience is vast and my compassion is endless. Yet I request that you emerge from your chrysalis and behave like the light being that I created you to be. I created you in truth and pure potential and gave you the gift of free will. You have taken this gift of free will and used it to destroy the very thing that I created to sustain you. The Web is a holy place, a place of peace, light and integrity and you have stretched it to its limits. It is your doorway through, the Arc of the Covenant. We created it so that you may walk through this doorway and look back and see, once and for all truly see – that you feel more pain from your judgment of your suffering, than from the suffering itself. You forget that a doorway is for walking through and you stay eternally stuck in this portal – afraid to move forward and be free.
So you stand in this place, paralyzed by the identity your tribe gave you. They said you were inadequate. If you could see your truth, all of this nonsense would be erased from your cellular memory. But the freedom to be joyful and fulfilled is too frightening for you. I have created a Garden of Eden in your heart and you choose not to enter it. The time to enter is now. Feel the yearning I have instilled in you, it will draw you in.
Amahra: From a place of stillness what comes next?
GOD: It is my intention to show you that your world is fleeting and only one thing lasts forever. This forever thing that you have been sent to be a steward of – is love. The forgiving realm of pure potential is the one thing that your technologists have never explored. Had man spent billions of dollars exploring the heart aspect of the mind, the brilliant place of love, he would already be home. Alas the minds of those who would believe that hate is real and that suffering is glory, keep the hands of their imaginary enemies raised to strike and keep the battles and the blood of ages dark – ever present among them. The seeking for self in the dark voids of hatred, greed and power over fellow man – comes from a place of victim and fear. Who is this monster that you have joined with and why do you find it necessary to keep feeding its hunger?
The plasma light grid that surrounds you becomes heavy and brittle with the pain and darkness that you project into it. You burden it with your psychotic wars and quests for evidence of betrayal and separation. This grid is your birthplace, your home and your life support. I did not create it to be your toxic dumping ground. I created it to be the inter-dimensional transport system that angels may travel among you and that you may experience the light path.
Your petty wars and grievances pull and snag the web of your existence. I feel your pain. I continue to mend this life support system that you would destroy, for without this intervention you would die in the mire of your own illusions. I have sent light-workers to mend your physical, mental, emotional and soul bodies and to restring this web that suspends and feeds you in potential and space. You would be forever imprisoned in the abyss of ego were this process not to continue. Yet you remain childish, stubborn, stuck and perplexed; seeking bandaids and painkillers to ease your problems. You beg me to ease your suffering. Yet you will not see that you are the cause of it.
My patience is vast and my compassion is endless. Yet I request that you emerge from your chrysalis and behave like the light being that I created you to be. I created you in truth and pure potential and gave you the gift of free will. You have taken this gift of free will and used it to destroy the very thing that I created to sustain you. The Web is a holy place, a place of peace, light and integrity and you have stretched it to its limits. It is your doorway through, the Arc of the Covenant. We created it so that you may walk through this doorway and look back and see, once and for all truly see – that you feel more pain from your judgment of your suffering, than from the suffering itself. You forget that a doorway is for walking through and you stay eternally stuck in this portal – afraid to move forward and be free.
So you stand in this place, paralyzed by the identity your tribe gave you. They said you were inadequate. If you could see your truth, all of this nonsense would be erased from your cellular memory. But the freedom to be joyful and fulfilled is too frightening for you. I have created a Garden of Eden in your heart and you choose not to enter it. The time to enter is now. Feel the yearning I have instilled in you, it will draw you in.
Monday, February 21, 2011
WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME? WHAT IS MY NEXT RIGHT ACTION FOR HEALING AND TO BE OF SERVICE?
Channelling 119
K.H. asks: Dear God, what is happening to me? What is my next right action for healing and to be of service?
GOD: My child, nothing is happening to you, except perhaps your belief that your past was real. There is no right action. It’s time to stop asking questions. You need to pray to me and ask that I help you to see that your pain is not real; your feeling of unfulfilment is not real.
Mankind has learned to harness the atom, land on the moon and explore distant planets, yet cannot harness the wanderings of a compulsive mind. Every human being has in common the fact that I created them as a living extension of me, something Divine. Your physical body is but the house of your soul because I need you to sense, feel and explore in a way that I cannot. You are my feedback mechanisms. I created you to touch my Universe and let me know how it feels. Yet man seldom sends me feedback of awe and gratitude for what I created for him and created him for. Instead man’s undisciplined mind sends me feedback about the pain and suffering that man thinks that I am responsible for. But I am not.
In all of you are unique essences of life fuelled by soul types that manifest and handle your life in different ways. These essences and abilities are all that you need and you carry these with you because I put them there. They assist your experience and nurture you, yet you use them to see the negatives.
My child – you need to rest. You must stop questioning what is and wondering if there is something that you need to DO in order to fulfill or heal. Everything you need is right there inside you. The ego mind with its incessant chatter and insane equations is the only thing that keeps you from being of service.
When a question is asked in the following way, “What must I do, what do I need to do, what should I do?” it is fear-based mind asking the question for you. This part of you knows nothing of me and would protect you from me for it believes I am the enemy.
I am your salvation, but when your mind seeks a reason for things, you cannot see the truth. I designed your mind to be an open channel that receives my divine guidance and knowledge. It was not designed to worry, fret or obsess.
Simply watch where your mind plays to see where it would trick you and delay your healing, for the ego loves this game. The only part of you that is real is your spirit, your unique soul. Your physical body is not real, only your mind thinks it is. Thus every ache and pain becomes the distraction to your healing. You wonder if I have abandoned you or you are being punished for doing something wrong. This is not true. The body is not real. Only the soul driving it – is real. Remember that I am the force that drives your soul and you will be healed. The physical body is a fragile thing and is easily insulted. Only the ego seeks an explanation for the pain. For as long as you believe that your healing lies in knowing why the bad happens, you will never heal. Bad things do not happen TO you, bad things simply happen. For I tell you that the judgement around personal pain or suffering of man causes more damage than anything else. It is simply a by-product of having a physical body and it is not personal. Only victims suffer, and victims do not heal. Pain does not cause you suffering for your anger about it does.
Nor must you overcome this supposed pain in order to be a hero. Pain does not cause the body or the soul to suffer, only the mind. For only in the mind is the pain preserved as real or personal. The ego wants man to seek a reason for his pain for this is greatest stall tactic of all time. You do not suffer because you have pain; you suffer because you believe that suffering is real. Let go of your need to be perfect before you can be of service, or that you need total healing before serving, or that in my eyes you need try to DO anything at all to be of service.
You occupy a space in my continuum. The Cosmos needs you and your unique frequency to fill this space in order for balance. My only commandment is that you be happy and that you love one another. This love may take many forms. Some of you are kind to each other by the laying of hands to help release an issue. Some of you are kind by simply smiling at another, or listening to another. You can be of service by doing that which you love. The artist receives my gift of passion to speak without words, and by his creations he raises the consciousness of those who view his paintings. He need not try to do anything. He simply expresses from his heart and soul the gift that I gave him. In doing this, he helps to heal the world.
Man believes that a struggle is necessary. He forgets Shangri La where my gift is so immense and apparently easy, that it is cast aside as it is too good to be true. But this is the miracle. What is it that you would do as a little child, do with so much joy, or do for nothing because you love it so much. This is what I would ask you to do to be of service to me. To be of service to me, you must be happy and do what brings you JOY. For this brings joy to the world I created. Man believes that a price must be paid, that life is hard. But only the mind sees it as hard and this is an illusion. So I ask you – what do you want in order to be happy. What brings you joy? Forget about saving the world, for in saving yourself you DO save the world. As long as man’s focus on saving others, the ego mind is very happy. I do not mean that you should ignore others needs, I mean that you do not ignore your needs at the expense of another. For this is not love, it is martyrdom.
The ego drives man to obsession about doing that perfect thing to be of service and cannot remember that the fact that you exist in this space and are happy - is the service that I require of you.
Man cannot see the utter magic that transforms a room when one of my children who is joyful about their passion and happy with themselves – simply walks in. You are one of those bright lights, but your vision is so focused on being of service that you’ve become blinded by your own wondrous light. I did not design life to be hard for you. Only the ego would have you believe that it is hard, that miracles are not common.
You need do nothing. Rest, remember those things that gave you joy as a child, before dysfunction tore your eyes away from me and made a false reality your life. This was not personal and not a punishment and there is no reason WHY it happened. But it can be a special training to shape you in ways necessary to raise your consciousness.
Do not ask, “What must I do to be of service?” This implies that you are guilty if you do the wrong thing. There is no wrong thing. What do you want to do? What does your heart desire?
I see you. I have always seen you. The traumatized mind can become obsessed about control and right doings. But the true healing is in leaping off the cliff and having the faith I gave you wings.
You are play, joy and kindness and one of my light beings that I have sent to be a steward on this planet. Yet still your ego mind would tell you that there is something that you need to do. The only thing you need do is ignore the voice that would lie to you about this. I hear that you need a recalibration for a deep part of you is alone and afraid and has forgotten our relationship. You need to be seen, truly seen. For this you must see yourself; deeply recognize this young child who cannot see the magnificent creature that she has grown into. Bring her into present time, this will give you support. Look at the image of the angel, do you not see yourself?
Thursday, February 17, 2011
IT'S TIME FOR THE HEALERS TO STEP FORWARD
Channeling #46
Amahra: My clients were quiet today, but after I prayed for them they responded and understood the healing that was needed.
GOD: The call for healing is upon you and never has a doorway stood so open. Why do healers doubt the abundant gifts I offer them? I sent my prophets and angels to remind everyone of the incredible healing benefits received from working on the soul. This work is done in partnership with me and all it takes is commitment, allowing me to determine the outcome. This will become more and more evident in these days of compressed learning. Time is accelerating and the world’s frequency is quickening. Those who survive do so by knowing how to quiet their ego and maintain their energy fields and immune systems.
Immune systems weaken when man is constantly tense, panicked and fearing attack. If you believe this is the state that I would hold for you, then you certainly need an ego. Your true strength is the conviction that attack is not possible. Like your white blood cells, the soldiers are then rested, fed and strong in the knowledge God is on their side, eliminating the battle within the castle walls. Should a body require their assistance, the cells leap into service, fuelled by my power to transform everything ungodly into healing.
This is rebalancing, restoration of equilibrium and redemption but not a battle. I do not recognize battles and wars for there are no attacks or defences required in Heaven. When emotional attacks occur from others or from yourself, your nervous system becomes a hyper-vigilant soldier, over-anxious to leap up in full armour, yet too exhausted to adequately fight. In its state of confusion it constantly ambushes, even its own master. This causes your immune system to attack itself causing autoimmune disorders.
Only the ego is happy with the spoils of war, bloodshed, pain and needless suffering. This only serves to transform the body into an emotionally starved camp. These prisoners are body organs and joints that sustain life. Yet the insane ego spends its time rubbing raw spots and picking at delicate strands that are none of its business, until they snag and break. The ego seeks personal admiration and praise for its war efforts; yet its stupid delusions destroy you, the very host sustaining it. Because of how deeply ingrained this ego system is, it prevents you from seeing that you attack only yourself.
You need only step back through a tiny space in time, into yourself and pause. Turn to the light that you might remember the insanity you created through a mind that believed it could be angry. Anger is but a smokescreen – a wall of self-doubt that pricks at the true wound beneath, the wound that harbours the fear that you are not good enough. For if you are, would not your brother have found you worthy and deserving of love? Would not your brother prove his love to you through the endless demonstrations that you demand. If you would but take that leap of faith into me and see through my eyes that your brother judges you not, and his antics attack you not, then you could forgive him for what he did not do. In this place could you forgive yourself for trying to step out of the Light of Heaven. I wait here for you seek me. I do not judge you, I only say, “Welcome home!”
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