Channeling #57
Amahra:
Why do some women let relationships with men destroy them and how do we cope?
GOD:
Do you want to cope or live? What is coping? In this age, coping is an end result of false illusions that make life more demanding than you would desire or want. It is the end result of confusion in a separated mind and it is exhausting. This place provides only existence with no support for the joyful life you desire. Please step in and rectify this situation now for it is long overdue. Should women focus their fears or believed lack on men, and forget they are half man, then half of their life force energy is disowned.
For a very long time now you have asked for a different life and yet keep creating the existing one! When your relationship with your own energy system flows in synchronicity, so will your relationship with the energy of masculine and money. Thus will your life become the one you wished for.
You know that you control your life’s creation from the inside, yet do you persist in waiting for the outside to first show its support of you before you move. This is an impossible dream, as your external reality does not exist, other than as your holographic projection. Your external world exists SOLEY as a projection of your inner mind. Know only fear and you will continue to create the evidence that the world IS to be feared. I did not create a fearful world and through my strength allowed YOU to construct a world without fear. Please listen and start seeing my love demonstrated through you as the feelings of Inner Peace. This is the foundation I have laid.
There is a pliable web that moves and supports you on every level and through each facet of existence so trust it is there. I created it for you to receive information from and if its visions become unpleasant then pause for a moment and ask me to make it appear as I see it. If you do not like what is being heard pause and remember those sounds are coming through your ears. Then ask for the Holy Spirit to gently reveal the true story.
I have advised that if the world appears distasteful, remember you are the architect and you have created it without me. I seek not to treat you as mankind does. I seek not to scream upon your taking a wrong turn, hit you when you cry out in fear, humiliate you when you seek self-worth, take important pieces of you away from you or punish you for doing something wrong.
I sought instead only to provide praise for everything you’ve done. Always has the voice of man been louder than the voice The Holy Spirit. Hear me now; I see your greatness, I see what I made, I feel compassion for how the ego tortured you on that long journey where you knew not my presence. I cannot take this from you for I did not create it, you did. Unless you relinquish this fight of your own free will and let me create your world, forever will this insanity of yours, continue.
If your present world is crushing you, you have not given its burden to me. Give it to me, ask me to carry it, ask for my heart, my eyes and my ears and I will create for you the world that you were destined to have.
Channeling #56
Do you have a message for The Children of God?
GOD:
You are one of the sensitive ones, those of my children who generate the light. Bask in this light now, for what a shame it would be if all the world’s doves were locked away in darkness allowing no one to hear their soft and loving calls.
There are many who need your gentle energy. I would ask you now to be trusting and reveal the power I have given you in order to lead others by example. Gently seek to find light within the darkness. So often, man rips apart the darkness like a greedy excited child who has found toys in the attic. You must approach the darkness with respect and the door will be open to you and the toys freely given. My children will remember me; I ask you to demonstrate peace and fulfillment, knowing I have and will, meet all wishes asked for. Teach others patience, as inexperienced ones grasp to take what they need believing that what is needed must be taken. For one to have the other must have not. Yet I store my true treasures within you. Remember you receive as you have asked. None of those toys of the darkness will deliver peace or joy, but only the insatiable yearning for more.
My sensitive children are healers and the cleansers of the planet. You believe the heavy burden is yours alone, yet you must realize it is everyone’s. I would gladly take all of it if you would but walk with me to the curb. All that is required is your willingness to ask, “God take this from me as you promised and carry these burdens for me.” The still light of God makes all burdens return to the realm of illusion from whence they came. Ego mind ridicules you for carrying them so long but remember that you are innocent. Would you ridicule a child for hanging onto to his security blanket until it is but a tattered square of fabric? To the child this blanket is safety, so a child is allowed to carry it until its trust of life prepares it for letting go. Your burdens are like this child’s blanket.
I created you a physical being to explore my Universe, as I cannot do it myself. Looking only through my eyes will reveal to you the beauty and splendour throughout it. A fearful mind creates sight through the eyes of past experiences, which contain pain, attack and defence. Your ego’s single goal is to protect you from me. How crazy is that? When anything is gazed upon through eyes of the Holy Spirit, then the struggling disappears, revealing only the love that was given.
Remember to keep my flame in your heart and my light in your eyes. Should the light grow dim in earthly moments, do not stumble in darkness but ask to be lifted up to see again.
There is a change or shift happening. What is it?
GOD: Man has dwelt in the house of fear for too long now even though I have always said, “Fear not, for my strength shall lead thee and through mine eyes shall you see peace in the world.”
Distractions and pain however have eliminated the ability to see or hear this. Your ears have been opened, eyes aligned, faith tested and even the mind has been stilled. It is not for you to question but simply wait in the peace and beauty of each present moment. There is no past, even though it feels like there has been and only by carrying it have it been given life. Every day there are reminders of the beauty inside you and every day I send my messenger, voice of the Holy Spirit, to calm the anxious mind. There has been much fear and suffering but now as I watch you grow closer to me, I see that finally there is remembrance of who you are.
I know my presence is sensed with each passing moment. I encourage your stomach to not churn over perceived realities that cause needless suffering. It is good to draw closer and always remember that it is YOU who must draw closer, for I have never left.
I have held your magnitude and potential in a hologram of light that will keep you on course. All you have ever needed to do to claim it, is to step into it.
For many years you have hidden and in many moments have you been frozen with fear and made real the tragedy in your life. End this now. I know you feel my love, light and strength more than ever. Take this power and yield it through the heart-place of your mind to assist yourself and others on their journey. Follow me; my path will not fail for on it you cannot be lost.
Welcome to your rightful home where the world can see my words through the writings that come through you. The tiny child within all of you is fearful of being seen. But see her through my eyes and this illusion will disappear.
Channeling #54
Question: My ego constantly questions; what if, should I, could I?
GOD: The ego is your illusion, be in present time and hurry for nothing. For nothing that the ego would rush you for has any meaning. Your biggest fear is asking me for what you truly want in case you receive it. Your crazy ego beats you up with the fear that your success will hurt the feelings of another. You are truly not powerful enough to hurt another but your ego would have you believe you are. But you are familiar with hurt feelings thus your ego hires people into your life who look for evidence that others hurt them. This makes them unaccountable for their life and their actions. You must forgive them and move them out of your life, for they seek to drain your energy. Do not judge them, for in that place of judgment you judge only yourself.
Yet still you hurt and still you are afraid. You must ask me to show you that this is not real, forgive your mistake in perception and receive the love that I have for you now. Ask and it is yours. You have been afraid for your entire life, for you have been afraid of life, afraid to live. You were taught that to live = pain, but I say to you, we needed for you to experience this so you could learn the truth, that to die = life. The higher order keeps trying to recalibrate you, but until you let go of your fears and pain you will stay stuck in this place between two worlds.
It is you who are choosing to keep one foot in each of them by allowing your ego to control you through an overactive and hyper-vigilant conscience. You offer help but do not seek it, you offer love but do not expect it. You cannot give what you do not have and you will not have what you will not give. You will have love when you extend love only because you know you ARE love, not because you want to give love. You always ask for too little because you are afraid to step into your worth. You have decided that to rest is to hide and to be safe is to be small – when truly, to rest you need but remember who you are and to be safe is to connect to me.
There is no world, no time that can threaten you in the place that I have created for you. You fear that to step in this spotlight is to have chaos find you, yet to step into this light is to step into me, step into love and step into your real world. I created for you to extend healing therefore I created for you to need healing so you would understand. You have graduated from this school yet still do you sit in the cold, painful classroom waiting for the test to come; the test that you passed such a long time ago.
This course is done – leave the room, thank your teacher and honour the greatness you achieved through learning this.
The wounded healer must be wounded in order to learn healing – yet you persist in identifying with your wound and dismissing your gift. But remember that you are NOT the gift that I have given you, for once you identify with your gift the ego will try to use that to define you. Walk away from that perception as well. Who you think you are has no meaning and no importance. What matters is who I created for you to be and that you continue to seek correction for your vision to be corrected so that you may see this and see only this. We created for you to be Love and nothing else is real.
Channeling #53
BSE asks: The doctor’s new was bad. How can I create balance in my body with a serious virus in my liver? What do I need to focus on?
GOD: The most urgent requirement is to accept that the body is only as real as the Mind makes it. This being accepted helps relinquish your fear around the body. It is your greatest test of faith, your most urgent teaching of the truth about you – the real You. What I have created cannot die therefore neither can it be ill. Sickness appears to be in the world, yet it is in the minds of those who fear illness by making the body their salvation. Thus does mankind suffer - but this need not be. Heal your mind, turn your fear over to God, and pray for peace for your mind instead. Does this mean that you should not address the healthy requirements of body? Simply address those needs from a place of power, for it is known that the body can be healed by the power of the mind. See your body’s cries for healing as a cry for love. Maintain my vision for you in your mind – wholeness and healing.
Attachment signifies that the ego is grasping onto something – a pill, a diet, an idol in your ego mind that symbolizes wellness. Surely in this alone can you see the ego in all its cleverness and deceit, for have you not already held the wish for health? Your doctor gave you word of a bad virus in your body yet now this has become evidence for your mind to become sick – sick with worry.
The ego sees your body as its greatest evidence that salvation and healing is not for you. Where is God if the body be ill? If your body is ill, your mind often chooses against God. I do not say, “Don’t respect your body”, only that you do not allow it to control your mind and become the ego’s evidence that God has forsaken you.
Your liver symbolizes your adaptability to the world, your willingness to move through apparent change and is the core of your immune system. This system says, ”Do not attack me with your judgment, for I do not wish to defend an illusion!” If your immune system believes it is under threat, then must it deplete its power in trying to defend against further attack.” Thus do you attack yourself through the shadows that the ego haunts you with. The ego convinces you that to stop fighting = death, to turn to God also means annihilation and that your salvation lies in the death of the body. The ego convinces you that surrendering your health to God - is a trick. But I say, “I have made you perfect, so I see only perfection and love in you. So even if your body does become ill, I only ask that you not judge yourself as being ill.
There is no punishment for leaving me, only a welcome home for your return. The ego strives to convince you otherwise, for this would be its demise. I have created you as perfectly as I created the angels; but your body must be honoured by the laws of the physical plane. This still does not make the body real.
You are a light being. What are the foods of light? These are the best foods for your liver, the blue-green foods and the living juices from them. Remember what your immune system really is. It is that within you which rallies when you perceive attack. The body is a physical manifestation of the mind and the body cannot be ill, unless the mind judges it so. Heal your mind and your body will be able to choose growth instead of fear. Remember that the power I have given your mind is capable of recalibrating your DNA.
Channeling #52
Trina: “Is there a past life significance with my personal guides?
GOD: Trina, you have recognized this aspect of yourself as the pure-hearted warrior – the truth seeker who backs down to no one. She is the guide who lets you know the right path and the White path and the way to access the images and answers that inspire your path in this life.
You were also a native Indian Medicine Woman with great passion for the earthly plants and herbs and with their assistance and inspiration, you healed many. You chose the lonely way, devoting your life to discovering the hidden gifts of many plants and flowers; how to find them, how to pick them, and how to extract them. You lived alone and did not marry or bare children and thus your tribe accepted you, a woman, in this traditionally male role. You were marked at birth at being the one to carry on this lineage and before dying you taught what you knew to your sister’s son.
You dialogued with the animal spirits and they spoke to you and through you that their teachings and ways be delivered purely to those of your people who had need of their wisdom and their strengths.
Especially close to you were the spirits of the wolf and the black bear. You learned the energy of patience, of loyalty and of honouring the wisdom of Mother Nature’s cycles and her perfect timing for the events in your life. Nature honoured your respect for her by allowing you to call upon the rain, wind and sun in order to create safety and abundance for your people. You could manipulate the weather in times of need for this reason. You learned how to be the man that you were, but inside the body of a woman. It was an unusual custom for your people to hail a woman, as their Medicine Man. The elders were given clear wisdom and spiritual insight as to your true identity, which was that of a long-passed, legendary healer, who would lead your people into a new way of being and a deeper level of healing and awareness.
Your spirit guides would bring forth the energy that you were to draw from in any situation by manifesting a fur pelt in front of your tee pee. You would sit on this pelt and be guided to resolving issues for your people, through the energy of whatever animal had sent its fur to you. In essence, your most grounded guide now, is actually yourself from your past life.
Regarding your guardian angels, the Archangel Gabriel works closely with you and through you. He helps you to be a warrior of the truth and allows you to discern this truth on the physical plane. You are able to affect and bend the strands of those you work on to move negative patterns out of their bodies. Gabriel knows of your gifts of healing and whatever is called upon from you, he will calibrate you for it. These gifts come easily to you – this ability to see, discern and create permanent change in the structural balance of those you work on. Your perceptions and observations will be heeded and your suggestions will be received and acted upon. Do not be afraid to step forward and speak of your recommendations and abilities. My creation needs this now.
Channeling #51
Lorelei asks: ”Why is my life such a struggle? Why do I go into the darkness and shut down? Is it past life or something that I have done?”
GOD: Lorelei, you struggle to find that longed-for elusive place to bring you out of the darkness. Yet you cannot see that your struggling IS your darkness. Does the willow awake one day and noticing the oak tree, begin to cast judgment on itself for not being an oak? Does it struggle to lift its gently weeping branches to be like the oak? Of course not!
It does not focus on the place of “I am not – I have not!” it completely accepts that its life IS to weep. It judges not while it calmly drifts its leaves over the lake and drapes itself over the ground. When we try and we struggle, we are saying questioning the path we are given as not good enough. Where did you learn that life is meant to be a struggle? Where did you learn that life = pain? And why do you judge and resist the place where you find yourself right now?
I see a place in another time, where you are surrounded by a wall. Within, it is bleak with nowhere to rest or hide – nowhere for you to find comfort or escape. You are here because you found your soul mate in a married man who was a powerful political warrior. Through the ages the Goddess has paid the price of man’s transgressions. So you paid dearly. Another Goddess, his wife, betrayed you as an adulteress into the hands of those who wished to destroy you for the healing powers that you were given. Throughout the day people would throw stones down at you and as you became weaker it was harder to avoid them. It hurt to move, it hurt not to move. Your greatest wound was that he broke his promise to come for you, to free you on a night where feasting and celebration would take the villagers’ focus elsewhere.
You waited with feelings of hope and love in spite of the bruising in your body and soul. But as morning dawned you felt heartbroken, for he never came for you. Life had no meaning for you then, your heart felt as heavy as the stones they threw at you and after many days of hopelessness you chose to leave that life. You still carry this karma of hardships, persecution and deep betrayal. He appeared to choose his wife over you – and now you now see loss and betrayal everywhere.
You must now stop sending out messengers who gather evidence of betrayal, for this is finished. What I will tell you now will ease your suffering in this life. The truth is that you were NOT betrayed or forgotten. The night he promised to rescue you he was killed by a power-hungry peer who coveted his position. He planned to come for you and yours was the last name on his lips – a prayer that your death came soon and without suffering. You were loved and not forgotten. Release this sharp piece of glass that you carry in your heart. You know that every time your heart tried to fly it felt pierced by something nameless and ancient that you’ve never understood. But now you do, you know the truth, so be still. Your lessons shape and mould you, please stop struggling against them.
Your depression comes from your frustration in yourself. You could not accept that you were called to learn about pain and betrayal in order to walk the path of The Wounded Healer. Feel gratitude and joy for the sad times that have deepened your heart and soul. Your insane mind seeks to protect you from true intimacy in the belief that love betrays you. You put up a wall against life and then you struggle to break through it. Your lost male beloved is carried within you. You must summon this warrior now as he will show you strength. You now hold the only rocks that are being thrown, for you throw these persecutions at yourself.
If you perceive your life to be a struggle now, then we are asking you to take another look at your life – not a second look but a different look. What extraordinary abilities do you carry? Forgive yourself for making mistakes. Remove the mask of disguise you wear to cloak your greatness in fear that your past life will be repeated. It is repeated only in your fearful mind, thus I ask you to change your mind and so you will receive peace and clarity.
You have these feelings but you are none of them. You are God. You were never lost nor left, but on your healing path. Healers are tried and tested through dark nights of the soul until they break through illusion and find their gift for the world. It would seem at times that the lights have gone out in your life, but this is because this is the gift that must be found in the dark.
