MY EGO CONSTANTLY QUESTIONS: WHAT IF? SHOULD I? COULD I?

Channeling #54

Question: My ego constantly questions; what if, should I, could I?


GOD: The ego is your illusion, be in present time and hurry for nothing. For nothing that the ego would rush you for has any meaning. Your biggest fear is asking me for what you truly want in case you receive it. Your crazy ego beats you up with the fear that your success will hurt the feelings of another. You are truly not powerful enough to hurt another but your ego would have you believe you are. But you are familiar with hurt feelings thus your ego hires people into your life who look for evidence that others hurt them. This makes them unaccountable for their life and their actions. You must forgive them and move them out of your life, for they seek to drain your energy. Do not judge them, for in that place of judgment you judge only yourself.


Yet still you hurt and still you are afraid. You must ask me to show you that this is not real, forgive your mistake in perception and receive the love that I have for you now. Ask and it is yours. You have been afraid for your entire life, for you have been afraid of life, afraid to live. You were taught that to live = pain, but I say to you, we needed for you to experience this so you could learn the truth, that to die = life. The higher order keeps trying to recalibrate you, but until you let go of your fears and pain you will stay stuck in this place between two worlds.


It is you who are choosing to keep one foot in each of them by allowing your ego to control you through an overactive and hyper-vigilant conscience. You offer help but do not seek it, you offer love but do not expect it. You cannot give what you do not have and you will not have what you will not give. You will have love when you extend love only because you know you ARE love, not because you want to give love. You always ask for too little because you are afraid to step into your worth. You have decided that to rest is to hide and to be safe is to be small – when truly, to rest you need but remember who you are and to be safe is to connect to me.


There is no world, no time that can threaten you in the place that I have created for you. You fear that to step in this spotlight is to have chaos find you, yet to step into this light is to step into me, step into love and step into your real world. I created for you to extend healing therefore I created for you to need healing so you would understand. You have graduated from this school yet still do you sit in the cold, painful classroom waiting for the test to come; the test that you passed such a long time ago.


This course is done – leave the room, thank your teacher and honour the greatness you achieved through learning this.


The wounded healer must be wounded in order to learn healing – yet you persist in identifying with your wound and dismissing your gift. But remember that you are NOT the gift that I have given you, for once you identify with your gift the ego will try to use that to define you. Walk away from that perception as well. Who you think you are has no meaning and no importance. What matters is who I created for you to be and that you continue to seek correction for your vision to be corrected so that you may see this and see only this. We created for you to be Love and nothing else is real.